Future, am I?
You can't imagine how lazy I have been since we quit having homeworks, I haven't done anything apart from hangi'n out in town and drink lattes with friends and at nights just go out at pubs or clubs. Just squander money on expensive wine. But I think I needed this, just chilling and meet all my friends and hang out.
Today I'm really tired and have just hagnin' out at my place the all day, I have also been seated for hours at my cosy balcony with dozens of lattes, my laptop with a movie, a big pillow and enjoying the sun wich was wonderful today! After the movie I wrote a CV for myself and tomorrow I will go to school and print it out and give it out to all kind of places in town, cause I need a job! NOW!
So, maybe I can drink some coffee with my teachers Karl & Mattias tomorrow and just chatting about the years wich have been. That would be nice, if they have time ofcourse, but what are they doin' without pupils in school?
SEE! Now I'm talking about school again! Shame on me....
Yes, now I'm gonna do an audition to a musical at Cultureschool here in Stockholm, I hope I get in cause I love to be in a musical! It's my dreamjob, to be a musical-artist and having gigs every other day, think about that, how cool isn't that? I like the feeling at theaters where the musical is playing, red velvet curtains and golden details on everything and it smells old, and all of the people who's working there is very culturalminded and maybe kinda strange, and I really like that. I would fit in. Maybe.
I have always the thought about what I will do in 20 years, or maybe just 10 years. Am I a musician wich i want or maybe I must do something else cause it didn't work out. What should i do if I don't play music? Big hard question!
I like old people, so maybe work on a boarding house or maybe I should work as a guide in a museum, cause I love museums! But It takes so much time to study history or maybe something else, like 5-6 years, i wouldn't be astonished...
Now, i must take a walk with my dog Linus, he must. I don't want to but mummy is getting sulky so.
Love, Lia
me and Fredrik at the gig at Kafé 44.In love with real music for 6 years now, love.
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Can you imagine, I sorted out that I have listened to Genesis for like 6-7 years now. Nearly ten years with that guys!!
I still love all their songs from the Gabriel-era and the most from Collins-era. My favourite album is still "The Lamb lies down on Broadway". I just love to hear it at the summers when I'm sitting near a ocean or lake and just chilling out and it's the only album I am enjoying so much like TLLDOB. It's just like a week until the examination, and I'm pretty scared about it. Think, now I am a grown-up and I don't have a job and I don't know if I will come in to that school I did a audition to. Actually, right now I just want to be with Glen in the studio and do something or maybe have gigs in small pubs or cafés. I must get a summerjob and I'm really late to search and really find a job. I must go to all places I know and give them one of my CV's. Last week was hysterical, all the marks where done and to get all things done myself I had to do them in a really short time. Why am I always talking about school? enough...
Back to Genesis...
The first song I heard was not with the Gabriel-era-Genesis. It was "Home by the sea" and it was at Pontus' place. Same night he also showed me "Emerson, Lake & Palmer" and I'm so greatful that he did because presumably I haven't ad the chance to hear them at all. Fuck, I miss old time.
But life is going on and for me it goes to fast and I just want to turn back time. The thing is that I can't to anything about it. It sucks right now and I'm scared of what's gonna happen.
I remember in 8th grade, my sweet nerd-class, we where so close and I really enjoyed the time with them. Nowadays I just hangin' out with 2 of them, just 2. I really miss Västerhaninge where I lived before, I miss the inlinesways I used to run, i miss all the old people in my house. I think I belong there.
I just watched a Led Zeppelin dvd, and they're so cool, how they look, how they move. Why couldn't I have been born at that time? No, I was born when everything was over, it really true. The best would have been if I was born 1950 in London so I could have experienced all the good clothes, thoughts, music, society, people and all that nice things. No, now the cool new thing is "Indie", "hip hop", "dance". I really think it sucks. Have that thought that you're standing in "The Roayl Albert Hall" and watching Genesis or some other cool people playing. I could die for that.
Now about Gabriel's new album. IT ROCKS! I have already bought it on amazon. Hope it will come next week.
No, I'm gonna take a shower now and then take a ride with my bicykle to town and enjoy the beautiful weather.
Love, Lia
This guys is my heroes and will be the rest of my life.
